i know you want me to continue in the same vein from last night but how did you refer to the chakra system - maslow' hierarchy. yeah. i have bigger fish to fry as it were. i will tell you that i'm supposed to go out with the 22yo this week so there's that.
anyway, what the hell am i going to do. when i have readings it always comes back "that's a viable option" but this is the story of my life. nearly all things are viable options - i really need someone to say "this is the thing" voice over could definitely be that thing and of course it is the course with the least amount of direction to it. Either way i'm feeling an overwhelming sense of crushing urgency which of course is helping exactly nothing. i think i'm scared is the bottom line. and of course, as ever, the world has become scarier for me since my father died anyway. how am i supposed to be here even.
so i'll do the work but i really need this shit to resolve itself yesterday so i can move on and forward.
i also need singing lessons to start back up; it was calming.
i really miss my home though. my true north. https://youtu.be/Fmtmgxk2J1g
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